What does it mean to be “disconnected”?
Maybe you see the title of this article and you get the spiritual meaning, before reading another line. Yes, I feel disconnected: from my kids, my partner, my neighbors. Detachments and interruptions make us lonely and depressed. They steal our natural zest for learning and experiencing. And depression closes us into our smallest and least hopeful spaces.
But depression and disconnection occur on multiple levels throughout our world – in ways you may not have considered:
- interpersonal (between us and other people . . . even our dogs),
- intrapersonal (disconnection from our true selves – real feelings and desires and opinions, our bodies’ true cravings for nutrients, movement, and rest),
- environmental (between us and the earth or even our home or backyard), and
- spiritual (between us and our higher power).
We create artificial separation from important people in our lives – in order to maintain our sense of safety (“If I pretend his drinking doesn’t bother me, he won’t get angry with me.”). We cut off connections with our inner selves by ignoring our gut instincts, our needs for rest and closeness. We withdraw from Mother Earth and look the other way as she is raped and pillaged by human practices. And we stop the flow of spiritual energy in and around us by working too much, resting too little, ignoring urges to help others, and allowing anxiety to command our waking moments.
All this separation leads to profound depression.
Here’s a short list of signs you may be living a disconnected life.
- You have trouble thinking of a person who knows your deepest wounds and imperfections and loves you anyway.
- You avoid finding out where your recyclables go when they leave your bin.
- You have no idea where your hamburger meat was raised or how.
- You need a few drinks or a pile of ice cream or a few cigarettes to help you unwind after a long day.
- You can’t remember the last time you sat quietly outside and listened to the crickets and frogs.
- You avoid spiritual traditions because they’re fraught with hypocrisy, flawed people, and general weirdness.
- You have trouble admitting when your feelings are hurt by someone you love.
- You have trouble putting words to your emotions. If asked, you mostly say, “I’m frustrated.”
- You have no idea where “palm fruit oil” comes from.
- You believe your anger is a waste of time.
- You think it’s up to the government to monitor our use of the environment (e.g., fracking, deforestation, waste disposal).
- You have trouble taking a deep breath.
- You feel vaguely guilty or worried about something, but can’t specify what.
- You back away from civic and political engagement because you have no time to help kids, educate the community, or improve the environment where you live.
- You feel burned out and bored with your life – trapped in a job or relationship that doesn’t meet your needs for creativity, closeness, and spontaneity.
What to do about it? Just Notice.
If you’ve read this far, you’ve taken a first step toward reconnecting your life – allowing the natural links between you and your environment to show up in your consciousness. We are all connected to every other being in our surround. But we deny this out of deep societal conditioning.
Now, just notice . . .
Notice the mysteries of what goes into your body; this starts a process of inquiry, even if it’s just reading grocery labels.
Notice your relationship with your pets; this opens a new awareness of how your moods affect them and how their natural play helps you relax.
Notice how you pull away from closeness with your partner; this begins a subtle change process that could lead the two of you into deeper conversation.
Notice the similarities between an oak leaf and the palm of your hand; this starts a re-valuing process that can draw you into greater awareness of – and closeness to – all things good and beautiful.